There are times in our lives when it feels like we are getting kicked in the stomach. Times when we are thrown into a new and scary place. Times when we are doing ok with life and then out of nowhere another curve. As I am starting to plan a celebration for 5 years cancer free, I read the news that Sara is back in the battle.
Wow, reality check.Cancer comes to anyone at any time.
Read MoreGod this is tough. I can’t figure out why now. Maybe I ‘m realizing how serious this really is. Its not just about joking around. This is serious business. I feel like I have to be “on” for everyone and I just can’t be. I’m sad. My life as I knew it is gone. I think I am grieving. And not knowing what is next scares me. God I really DO NOT want anything else. I know in my heart that you will take care of me, but I feel overwhelmed. Help me get through this. Please give me strength, hold me while I cry. Let the tears flow. Help me to be less crabby to others.
Those words come directly from my journal shortly after my first chemo. It was the place where I could speak directly to God. I know He listened.
Read MoreAlthough we cannot touch them, we want to have them. Compassion, ability to forgive, and love imply the ability to interact with others. A spiritual healthy person demonstrates through actions.
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